I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Loving you is the big mistake

loving you is the big mistake I've ever had

but every single time,  a memory of your face won't get away

it's  getting wild and even won't calm for a while

and... it makes me feel guilt, no matter how much i tried to forget you, the guilt is always there

Saturday, February 19, 2011

10

sorry for being over helmet, hahaha
yeah, i must confess, i'm crazy for ya!

10
10 is the perfect number. 10 is just the beginning. 10 is YOU

having conversation with you is the thing that i've been dreaming of.. and the way to find you is the thing that i've been searching for


Friday, February 4, 2011

My Beloved Gay Guy

it's like i wanna suicide when i know that you were gay
ah jerk, know what? you taught me how to break a heart, really

well, it's your choice, and you chose the best way for your own.

i can't denying the truth, but there's no reason for me to stop loving you as my beloved gay guy.

i fell for those blue eyes, and i love ya like i never love no one  hahaha

okay, let me simply this post : "I love you, and it would never change."

marky

HURT. can you feel it?

we're just Human, with the mistakes me made everyday, but i think it such a stupidity if we repeat it for a whole life time

i just disappointed when i heard you were betraying us.
sorry, i just can't trust you anymore. All that sins. i just can't accept that.

well, i hope you can be more wisely. this is your life, and you had your right to do all the things in your own way. but, think about next, think about tomorrow...

i'm really sorry, i can't let you be my inspiration anymore.

desperate
disappointed