Run a day with some coffee

I started this day with a small cup of cappuccino i bought at 7 eleven with Rachma. It tastes good as usual. I just felt a little bit uncomfortable since i consumed coffee. It's all because of my bad habit-stayed awake at night-

just like tomorrow, i was staying awake. wasting time in front of my hp-compaq screen (with some coffee beside my lappy). started at 9 pm and just finished at 3 am. then i went to bed, and got sleep just for a while. At the end, i was able to close my eyes in about 2 hours. 

some coffee makes you stay awake, and feeling fresh. It simply like a doping. But trust, it won't makes you comfort and relax. sometimes it likes you got a little drunk. i got a little dizzy and unstable.

Loving you is the big mistake

loving you is the big mistake I've ever had

but every single time,  a memory of your face won't get away

it's  getting wild and even won't calm for a while

and... it makes me feel guilt, no matter how much i tried to forget you, the guilt is always there

10

sorry for being over helmet, hahaha

yeah, i must confess, i'm crazy for ya!

10

10 is the perfect number. 10 is just the beginning. 10 is YOU

having conversation with you is the thing that i've been dreaming of.. and the way to find you is the thing that i've been searching for

My Beloved Gay Guy

it's like i wanna suicide when i know that you were gay
ah jerk, know what? you taught me how to break a heart, really

well, it's your choice, and you chose the best way for your own.

i can't denying the truth, but there's no reason for me to stop loving you as my beloved gay guy.

i fell for those blue eyes, and i love ya like i never love no one  hahaha

okay, let me simply this post : "I love you, and it would never change."

HURT. can you feel it?

we're just Human, with the mistakes me made everyday, but i think it such a stupidity if we repeat it for a whole life time

i just disappointed when i heard you were betraying us.
sorry, i just can't trust you anymore. All that sins. i just can't accept that.

well, i hope you can be more wisely. this is your life, and you had your right to do all the things in your own way. but, think about next, think about tomorrow...

i'm really sorry, i can't let you be my inspiration anymore.

ShowerFall

I had my shower fixed a few days ago. But, it seems unsual. haha..
yeah, I mean it's just like waterfall sensation. So, i called it ShowerFall

i do

If I could sayin, I just wanna tell you something, something that  would never change

If God give me a chance, a chance to hold you close and share the strory I had been dreaming of. I hope that person is you.

I’m just a little fairy. Fragile and all alone. Keeping a little faith

Trying to find somebody with a lantern, and the mistletoe. 

Until I found you, then I believe you’re destined to be mine. That’s why I’ll be always waiting for you

I miss you more than I can bear, but waiting… waiting for you is the best way. Cause my love is growing up by waiting.

 

The thing is, I won’t stop loving you. Every breath that I taking, I can feel that you’re around me.

Loving you is my priority

Loving you is not about feeling the love is on the air,

But, loving you is my happiness

Loving you, I can built a memories about you. About us

Loving you is like I can bear all that burden

Maybe you can’t be mine, but let me loving you. Here, in my heart. Forever.

I always knew, cause I’d love you. I do…

I’ve watched this a thousand times already. Seems like uncountable.

Who doesn’t know the movie Inception? Or.. who doesn’t like it?

If you’re the one who don’t like it, then I’d guarantee you guys have no idea with all of the good things in this world. Cause this one was really great. 

  
kidding around :p

Remember when arriadne cried to Cobb, and she said  “Cobb, she’s the real charmer!” ? (in this case, she was Mal)

I think arriadne is totally wrong. Mal is not the real charmer. But Arthur is.

Hahaha, for me, Arthur is the special one!

And of course, he is the real charmer.

,Seriously, i’d love the way he says “Paradox.” 

Now, you are simply enough to understand why i named this blog "paradox", huh?

postponed cause a homework

have to finished my homework, right now.

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there's so many things i wan't to share to all of you.